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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 21, 2011 22:47:05 GMT -5
Shatteredlight~Animal I have become~//Shattered in this light, I find myself lost, can I be saved?//
Shatteredlight, born of the name Palla, rested herself quietly in camp, away from any and all cats. The self-proclaimed Queen of Ice as she also called herself liked to be alone, always alone. Her swift tongue and fearsomely harsh words drove others away and had earned her quite the reputation. She felt like an animal stuck in a cage even here, even here in the freedom of Moonclan she felt like an animal trapped, she felt like she was back in that horrid two-leg place. The scars she earned only reminded her of that, but no one could see them, only she knew they were there. Her beautiful silver colour almost as if the moon rested it's light against her pelt always, she just has that angeltic look. Mixed into her silver fur is tiny little light brown stripes that in the right light makes her whole pelt seem brown but is really silver. Her eyes are a stunning light amberish green colour, and her nose a deep pink. She looked like an angel from the star's above, a gentle rose, yet her bewitching looks betrayed her.
She was a demon on the inside, a monster, a wild beast waiting to break free and attack, but no one could change her, no one would dare to try and she wouldn't let them. She was often picking fights for the most random of reasons and she wasn't afraid to back up any statement she had with the most utter and deathly of violence. Shunned even at birth, Palla, or Shatteredlight as she went by now, was never happy, and she showed no happiness to others and tended to crush as many dreams as she could. Toms had flirted with her, but she wasn't interested and crushed them badly enough that whenever they seen her now they'd run with their tails between their legs like pathetic two-leg mutts. No, no one could tame the monster, no one could control the darkness, she was forever angry.
Shatteredlight hated her past, her agonizing and tormented past that turned her into the creature she was today, she didn't even consider herself a cat. She couldn't escape the cage she built around her to keep herself hidden, she longed to break-free but could her mind handle the stress.. no it was safer in here. Shatteredlight's amber green eyes watched warily as cats moved away from her, she spotted some kits from inside the nursery, the only thing in the world she had even the slightest of heart for. It was early kittenhood that was her favourite and the only happy moment in her life. She turned away swiftly reminded darkly of how ironic it was that kits were the reason she was shunned and casted out. How ironic indeed... She sighed quietly, but didn't dare move from the spot she had claimed, for she was to tired to move, and also she just didn't feel like it.
The noisy kits came closer and Shatteredlight sighed getting up she moved swiftly away from them not wanting to shun them away as she had been. Her angelic looks made other toms stare at her, she shot them glares and slipped out of camp. "Mousebrains" She snorted a bit padding away to where ever her paws took her. Into the territory entered a monster, what would leave? Her prey? Shatteredlight dropped low into a hunters crouch, her eyes watched as a vole ran by she leapt and killed it swiftly. She buried and then looked for more prey.
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Post by stormy on Feb 21, 2011 23:33:42 GMT -5
Petalwhisper
you take my breath away; you’re a super nova
----[/size][/color] the wind whipped at her soft gray features, making her squint her stunning auburn eyes against it. playfully the wind tugged at her belly fur and she felt the cold air touch her skin and it carressed a shiver down her spine which made her smile.
leaf-bare. it was terrifying to see it approaching so fast, but she was a sucker for the stillness of the cold, the unforgiving, unyeilding stand it took against everything the sun threw at it. iy fought back with the bitter grasp of it's white blanket across the earth.
it was a clear case of only the strong survive, or no matter how hard the wind howls, the mountain will never bow. despite all the havic winter wreaked on the land, spring still fought through in the end to blossom back into life when it was tired of sleeping. that's why she smiled.
petalwhisper stood out in the heart of moonclan territory with her mouth slightly open, a smile still touching her lips and the wind carried a message to her in the form of a swift slice on her tongue: no prey for you today my darling. petalwhisper sighed and closed her mouth against the gust. maybe somewhere else there will be more prey for me to catch ...
putting one paw in front of the other she carried on, every now and then opening her mouth but coming up with nothing each time. however, petalwhisper didn't let this discourage her. leaf-care was hard and even when it was early into the season, finding the smallest vole could prove to be an exhausting and daunting task. and right now, that's the way it was shaping up to be.
optimism is a wonderful thing though in hard circumstances. if you set your mind to something with the right attitude, nine times out of ten you could accomplish it and being the stubborn cat she was, she was not gonna let this task get the best of her. moonclan needed to eat and she was gonna make sure they did even if it killed her.
twisting through a few closely knitted trees, petalwhisper came upon the strong, sweet smell of vole and her heart leapt, until she noted the other scent on the air. it only took her moment before she recognized the smell as shatteredlight. a small sigh escaped her lips, looked like the young apprentice had had more luck than her so far today, and soon enough petalwhisper had located her and walked up to her side.
"hello there shatteredlight." she meowed softly, her tone cheery and light in contrast to the vibe that the other she-cat was giving off. petalwhisper wasn't an expert on shatteredlight, but she had an idea that the she-cat hadn't had the greatest past, and she was certain that sometimes it managed to sneak up on her and overwhelm her. herself was no stranger to pain and a dark past, but to what extent shatteredlight lived in the memories, she did not know. "how's hunting for you this fine, cold day?"
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 26, 2011 23:56:04 GMT -5
Shatteredlight~Animal I have become~//Shattered in this light, I find myself lost, can I be saved?//
Shatteredlight buried her prey and stopped to think, for only a moment, she thought of her brother. His name was Damon, he had been so nice to her, always so nice... He had stuck by her side even when she was sick and dying, even when her parents shunned her because of it. Even when... even when she was forced to go be on her own for when she died, but she didn't die... he did. He had been nice enough to follow after her. But that was foolish because he ended up dead, ended up catching her sickness and dying..
It was later that she had gotten captured by two-legs and tortured to almost death but then they let her heal before they tortured her again and again.. Mason her best friend she had made while being there was killed by their constant experiments, she hated two-legs for what they did to her and her friend. But now she had no one left and she herself was nothing but a monster in her own eyes.
Shatteredlight's ears flicked as words caught her ears, she tore herself from thought and looked at Petalwhisper, she was a Moonclan she-cat, she seemed nice enough to everyone, but Shatteredlight wasn't exactly nice. "Hi" She meowed quietly, her voice hardly a cold whisper. "Fine" She meowed, "And it's not cold it's simply lovely" She said her voice dripping with dark sarcasm, rolling her eyes as she said that. What did the she-cat even think? What was she thinking? Daring to come over and speak with her, the Queen of ice? Was she brave or just plain stupid?
((No muse, well hardly, and I feel bad that she is so mean I am sorry!))
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Post by stormy on Feb 27, 2011 19:10:01 GMT -5
Petalwhisper
you take my breath away; you’re a super nova
----[/size][/color] waiting patiently for the she-cat to reply, petalwhisper studied her stature and the way she carried herself. obviously the she-cat had a lot of demons that she needed to sort out and it was written plainly all over her body. petalwhisper’s heart went out to her, telling her she was alone in her pain and that she never had to be alone or think that she was alone. her clan loved her and would stand by her side no matter what. but the gray she-cat knew that shatteredlight wouldn’t hear anything that she said. what a pity. she thought with a sigh and when the she-cat looked at her, petalwhisper smiled sweetly and warmly, letting her know that she was open to talk if she needed anyone.
what petalwhisper wasn’t expecting was the dark sarcastic reply that she was given. her smiled wavered on her lips and she felt hurt! she was just trying to be nice and courteous to the black she. taking a step back, she couldn’t help but feel the need to smack some sense into the she-cat but petalwhisper wasn’t one for violence, she was much better with words and even if shatteredlight was going to be cold, and distant towards her, it didn’t mean that she was just going to give up trying to communicate with her. she was not the kind of cat to back down from a challenge and right now, this challenge was something that needed to be defeated. pursing her lips and cocking an eyebrow, petalwhisper replied in a similar tone.
“you are a terrible liar, you know.” petalwhisper said dryly, with a little tilt of her head. “you my dear, should learn some manners when you talk to a fellow clanmate. especially one that genuinely cares about how you are doing and more importantly, how you managing in catching prey for our clan.” her voice never reaching above a whisper, the grey she-cats’ voice stayed cold with a hint of ‘get over yourself’ coating them as well. shatteredlight needed a reality check and if she wanted to be a bag to other cats in the clan that wasn’t okay. the clan was her family and she needed to realize that before it hurt all her relationships.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 27, 2011 21:03:27 GMT -5
Shatteredlight~Animal I have become~//Shattered in this light, I find myself lost, can I be saved?//
Shatteredlight rolled her eyes, "I wasn't lying" She said, "I was merely using sarcasm" She snorted, rolling her eyes once more, "There is a difference" She added coldly. "I have no use for manners, and no one truly cares for me, the other reason I am here is because I have no where else to go" She meowed darkly, her amber green eyes casting a glance towards Petalwhisper before looking away quietly, in search of more prey. It was true what she said, she lost her need for manners in the two-leg lab and then never really learned how to use them again, well she didn't really bother to. She sighed quietly, no one cared for her anymore, no one, they only pretended so they could hurt her later. No she needed to keep everyone else away from her. She was a monster and needed to keep herself tamed, but that would never happen, never.. so she needed to keep everyone and anyone away from her, no matter what.
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Post by stormy on Mar 3, 2011 20:07:26 GMT -5
Petalwhisper
you take my breath away; you’re a super nova
----[/size][/color] petalwhisper took in a sharp intake of breath and looked away from shatteredlight. never, in her life had she been talked to so rudely! she was actually offended by what the she-cat was saying. she was also appalled at the fact that she thought she wasn't cared about in the clan. that was pushing it a bit too far in her mind. every cat in moonclan was cared about, and she was no exception. the gray she-cat, took in another breath this time calmer and not so sharply. she needed to regain her head and talk to the misguided she-cat with respect and love. even if she was offended out of her mind.
"shatteredlight, that is so not true and you know it ... we all care about you. you just don't see it because you are stubborn and i'm assuming have been hurt in the past..." petalwhisper, paused, picking her next words very carefully. "no one is going to hurt you here ... you're family shatteredlight, and always will be..." petalwhisper said finally, her voice very calm and hopefully she sounded sincere and hoping that the she-cat believed her. but she was ready for whatever backlash was coming her way.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 11, 2011 22:58:18 GMT -5
Shatteredlight~Animal I have become~//Shattered in this light, I find myself lost, can I be saved?//
Shatteredlight's amber green eyes watched her with a fire burning inside them that only grew darker when she said family. She didn't have any family, not for a long time, never will she again. How could she trust a family? All they did was care for themselves and shun those who aren't like them, that aren't right, or normal, or even healthy. A Real family would help in times of sickness not send them away because they didn't care. They lied, saying they love you and care for you, but then the next day they said they could care less for you, that you are nothing and mean nothing anymore because your to weak to care for. "I have no family, not anymore" Shatteredlight meowed quietly, for once her actions not threatening but more or less seemly lost. She almost always had a come back for something and she longed to point out that she did have one, but she didn't need it. She couldn't bring herself to say it, if she did, she'd find herself dreaming of those wonderful days that she was a kit. Those days long gone, no more existing. It was like they were never even there, like they were lost when she was pushed away.
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