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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Apr 28, 2011 19:48:53 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw nodded her head lightly, "Yes let's get out of here" She said, wanting ever so much to escape the tortuous boredom that seemed to eat away at her mind, she hated staying in a den for to long with nothing at all to do, she could sort herbs, but she didn't want to again, and again..and again. With only Starclan's words to guide her she hardly had anything to do. She didn't understand their words half the time anyways. She needed to learn, but her mentor was never around, what would happen to her? Better question what will happen to this camp? She almost grew fearful for it. She ran after him being wary of her shoulder as it seemed to ache a bit. Sootpaw ran over to them, "Where you guys going?" She asked smiling, Ravenpaw groaned a bit casting her a slight glare.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on May 5, 2011 20:47:07 GMT -5
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Canyonpaw crossed the center of the clearing, checking behind his shoulder to make sure Ravenpaw was right behind him. He felt his heart flutter with excitement at the prospect of venturing into the garden with Ravenpaw again. However, his anticipated fantasy was interrupted by a familiar mew that caused the tan-furred tom to start.
The tom whipped around, spotting Sootpaw trot over. He forced his fur to lie flat so that he didn't look nervous, but he just couldn't stop his tail from twitching agitatedly.
"Oh-er-um...we were uh..."Canyonpaw stuttered, casting a sideways glance at Ravenpaw, hoping she would help.
"We were...um...I was going to go help Ravenpaw paw-um- collect herbs. Right?"Canyonpaw quickly meowed, quickly flashing Ravenpaw a look to have her support.
He really didn't like lying to Sootpaw.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on May 8, 2011 19:32:47 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw glared towards Sootpaw, which made her flinched, "Herbs huh?" She asked sheepishly, Ravenpaw seen Canyonpaw's look, she sighed a bit, "Yes herbs, I need more cobwebs and thyme, maybe even some Marigold if I can get some" she meowed quietly, Sootpaw smiled, "C-Can I come?" She asked, Ravenpaw snorted, "No" She said harshly, Sootpaw looked down and nodded her head, "Oh okay, I guess I'll talk with you both later?" She asked sounding slightly disappointed, she glanced towards Canyonpaw.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on May 14, 2011 12:44:15 GMT -5
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Canyonpaw flinched slightly at the harsh tone in Ravenpaw's voice. It hurt him even more to see Sootpaw wilt under the cold glare of the medicine cat apprentice. Canyonpaw had almost forgotten that look in Ravenpaw's eyes before he actually became close to her. He felt a pang of sympathy for Sootpaw, remembering how he felt whenever Ravenpaw looked at him that way.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on May 15, 2011 20:03:15 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw shot him a look, wondering what in Starclan's name he would want to talk about, she couldn't let Sootpaw come, and he should know that, and there was no way she could act nicer, then they'd all know something was up. "What is it?" She meowed lowly, Sootpaw looked up in surprise when Canyonpaw asked to talk with Ravenpaw, maybe he'd convince her to let her come? She was awfully bored in camp so it would be nice to some, but there was something about the way he rested his tail on her shoulder, could it be? No, Ravenpaw's to mean for anything like that.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jun 1, 2011 19:04:37 GMT -5
Canyonpaw twitched his ear, slightly upset by the current situation. He used his tail to wrap it around Ravenpaw's shoulder and dragged her to the side in order to stay out of earshot from Sootpaw.
"Look, how are we going to explain to Sootpaw that she can't come with us? Herb gathering isn't something only two cats need to do. Maybe we should go to our garden another time..."the tan-furred tom suggested.
He, too, really wanted to go to the garden with Ravenpaw but upsetting Sootpaw was something he wasn't inclined to do.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jun 1, 2011 21:09:31 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw folded her ears back she limped over with him. Sootpaw sat on her own wondering what they were talking about, it was strange that they were so closer together. Perhaps maybe Canyonpaw could convince Ravenpaw to let her come to. Ravenpaw's gaze hardened, "Why?" She asked harshly towards him unintended to do but did anyways, "Why can't we go? Would you rather be with her?" Ravenpaw asked her icy blue eyes glaring towards Sootpaw, "If you don't want to go then fine!" Ravenpaw snorted and stormed off angrily into her den, she was jealous, He just wanted to be with Sootpaw... he could be with Sootpaw... she wasn't a.. medicine cat apprentice like Ravenpaw was... is. Ravenpaw curled up in her tiny nest shedding sad tears.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jun 7, 2011 13:16:21 GMT -5
Canyonpaw flinched to hear the harsh tone in the black-furred she-cat's voice and even withered by the hardened icy blue gaze that glared at him. It struck Canyonpaw that she looked like the old Ravenpaw, which made him extremely upset to see.
What happened to the nice, open she-cat yesterday?he wondered bleakly.
"I-It's not that!"Canyonpaw tried to protest as Ravenpaw accused him of having conflicting feelings. However, before he could defend himself, he saw the retreating figure of Ravenpaw storming off to her den.
"Ravenpaw!"the tan-furred tom shouted, hoping to call her back and reason with her. If the medicine cat apprentice had heard her, she did not give any sign of it as the darkness of the medicine cat's den swallowed her up.
The tan-furred tom's ears hung down sadly. The feeling of sadness sank into his heart. He always hated fights, and this was probably his first time feeling this helpless. And, of course, after every fight, one must blame another for his hurt feelings.
"Fine!"the tan-furred tom growled, glaring at the place where Ravenpaw was.
Maybe....it's better like this...he admitted sadly. Why not feel grief now then later when they realize they can never be together?
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jun 7, 2011 18:27:40 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw was curled up in her den, she felt so lost and hurt again, like she had lost everything once more, she didn't have anyone by her side anymore, she made the only cat to ever be nice to her since her brother died, the first cat she trusted since that day, the first cat... she ever liked mad at her, he probably hated her now. She cried sadly, "I'm sorry" She whispered into her nest filling it with dreadful tears of pain and sorrow. Sootpaw padded to the medicine cat's den seeing Ravenpaw storm off, "R-Ravenpaw?" She called in, she walked inside and gasped seeing Ravenpaw crying. It made her wonder why she was crying? Was it Sootpaw's fault. Suddenly it hit her, Ravenpaw liked Canyonpaw and she must have thought. Oh this was bad, but she held her tongue as she didn't want to let anyone else know of this. She swiftly padded out to Canyonpaw pretending to know nothing, "I'm sorry" She said, "if it was something I said to make you two fight" She said, "I've never seen Ravenpaw cry before but I feel bad about this, I didn't mean to come between you to" She said.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Aug 21, 2011 20:13:12 GMT -5
Canyonpaw ears flicked up slightly as he haerd Sootpaw mention Ravenpaw was crying.
The very news almost made Canyonpaw want to rush to Ravenpaw's side and comfort her. Yet something stopped him. He knew it wouldn't be that simple. Ravenpaw was mad at him first of all, and if he encouraged their relationship together, Ravenpaw might get in trouble and lose her position as medicine cat.
"It's fine...."Canyonpaw muttered to Sootpaw. "It's not your fault. I'm going to go hunting..."he mewed.
With a heavy heart, he got to his paws and slowly padded out of camp. Perhaps hunting will take his mind off of things; but he knew it wouldn't be that easy.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Aug 22, 2011 22:00:25 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Sootpaw nodded her head a bit, "Okay..." She said quietly. Ravenpaw had cried herself to sleep and suddenly found herself in a dream... Where am I?
It's so... dark...
Is this death?
Am I in... Starclan?
Or... the dark forest?
Or am I dreaming?
"What..... is that light..." A cold yet quiet voice asked. A she-cat stood in a forest covered in mist. The small black she-cat, smaller then your average apprentice, her body is quite slim with very little muscle, but she was also very fast because she is so light. She had short but silky fur which is well kept, with a skinny yet long tail, a pointed muzzle and slightly pointed ears. She has a large scar on her back that is covered with fur, but is still visible if you look hard, sometimes when she thinks about the past it hurts. Her eyes are a strange icy blue, and have an almost dull yet very fierce look to them. On her right shoulder looks oddly placed sometimes, and she often walks with a limp, she has gotten better at hiding it but it is still there. Her name was Ravenpaw, she was the Medicine cat Apprentice of Moonclan... but she wasn't in Moonclan she was in a dark forest... in the middle of a valley, this was not her home, so where was she? Ravenpaw stared ahead a small light was walking in the woods, she limped after it carefully. "Hello?" she called out, to receive no answer in return. She stopped thinking she heard wings, she looked up at the sky a brilliant moon shone over her lighting up the stars. She gazed into it, the deep orb luring her in, she gasped as the forest began to glow around her, she saw animals, ones she had never seen before, a voice chanted around her, as though all the stars had started to sing.
Ravenpaw blinked her icy blue eyes narrowed, what in Starclan did that even mean? What was happening? She froze in time as she stared in the Stars, hidden within them a flash of fiery orange, like that of a thousand burning suns.... "Smallpaw..." She whispered, Smallpaw her twin brother... Smallpaw was the same kit size as she was, the only difference between the two were their personalities and his eyes. Her eyes the coldest icy blue as cold as a moonless night in leaf-bare. And his eyes, a brilliant fiery orange like that of a thousand warm suns. They matched his personality, he was a wonderful cat that everyone loved, and he was so nice and happy all the time. The opposite of everything she was but he.. he completed her, he was her other half, and when he died he took that half with him and killed her on the inside. How couldn’t she miss him so much? Suddenly the earth shook and she screamed as the ground broken open and darkness engulfed her as though all negativity had swallowed her sending her back into the cold world she had grown to hate.Ravenpaw screamed loudly, she could almost hear it echo over camp as she woke up, She looked around the medicine cat's den and sighed a bit resting her head on the ground. She wondered where Shadowsong was... She got up slowly wincing as her shoulder ached from her awakening, the jerk had hurt her shoulder. She managed to get up and limp out slowly, she was in deep pain but didn't want to just sit around she had forgotten why she had been so upset, her mind clouded with visions as she limped into the forest unknowingly.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Aug 29, 2011 16:54:04 GMT -5
Canyonpaw had spotted a mouse nestled in the roots of a willow tree, busying itself with scrounging for food. Canyonpaw stalked from behind the mouse, slinking among to shadows and making sure he was upwind from the mouse. He crept up to it slowly, making sure his movements were quiet and his paws didn't crack any twigs. Almost....so close....
As his agonizingly slow pace contiued, he couldn't help but remember the last time he had hunted with Ravenpaw. So many memories with her flooded back and it nearly made him forget what he was doing. He pushed the flashbacks away reluctantly, their argument still fresh in his mind. He was barely a fox-length away, which could be covered by a leap. His weight rocked to his haunches as he bent low, ready to pounce when a screech suddenly reached his ears. Canyonpaw jumped, his head suddenly shooting up in alarm and his ears wide up. His sudden movement caused his body to rustle the ferns beside him, sending the mouse scurrying away. Canyonpaw wondered if he imagined that scream, yet it had sounded so loud a clear to him. A heartbeat later, he realized he recognized who's voice it was.
"Ravenpaw..."he whispered. Alarmed and not even stopping to think, the tom quickly sprinted back to camp, praying to Starclan nothing horrible has happened. In his haste, however, he didn't see her also in the forest. Before he had time to register that Ravenpaw was right in front of him, he crashed right into her.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Aug 29, 2011 21:23:19 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw's head ached, she couldn't see or hear much, everything was clouded a mix of reality and visions. She groaned a bit, she could have sworn, she heard a voice a whisper more like.. someone calling her name... she drifted off again, trying to stay awake, her eyes, the ice blue dull and almost distant. "Smallpaw...." She muttered looking forwards seeing Canyonpaw.. "Canyonpaw..." She said she groaned painfully when she was tackled into. "Ow..." She moaned, "Ow..." She said in agony her head was hurting.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Aug 30, 2011 17:07:16 GMT -5
Canyonpaw felt his head swim with dizziness as he did an ungraceful saumersault into the earth after slamming into Ravenpaw. The tom rolled to the ground, slightly winded by the impact but he quickly shook his head to clear it.
"Oh great Starclan! I'm sorry!"the light brown tom meowed, agitation in his voice as he realized just who he ran into. He heard his Clanmate groan in pain, causing his heart to be pierced by anxiety.
"Are you okay?"the apprentice asked urgently, nosing Ravenpaw's head and giving it a gentle lick. In the urgency of things, he had forgotten he was mad at Ravenpaw.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Aug 30, 2011 19:09:58 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw groaned painfully, she winced a bit, her shoulder ached about as much as her head did right now. "You..." She said muttering almost, she looked away a bit sad, she didn't know what else to do, he was mad at her, so why was he helping her, was it some kind of sick joke of his to run into her? No he really didn't seem upset about it. She groaned again painfully, her head spinning, "Are.... there supposed..... to be too of you?" She asked looking up at him dizzily seeing two Canyonpaws before her.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Aug 31, 2011 19:14:37 GMT -5
"Um...."Canyonpaw mumbled, his ears flattening slightly, noticing Ravenpaw's eyes were slightly unfocused. He must've hit her hard....The young tom felt bad about his earlier action of running into her.
"Last I checked...I didn't have a twin brother,"the tom meowed teasingly, hoping to lighten up the mood.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Sept 3, 2011 21:06:31 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw groaned painfully, her eyes seemed to roll back as she passed out for a few moments, lost in a dream... Two small black cats wandered through the territory, one's shoulder was a bit oddly place and she was a she-cat with icy blue eyes, the other was a tom with fiery reddish orange eyes a goffy grin on his face, they had both wandered a bit to far. A scared Warrior padded behind them nervously. "This place is awesome" Smallpaw laughed looking around in awe, "I could get used to coming here when were not training" he yelled in excitement, "True it is very nice" Ravenpaw smiled, "NICE?!" he yelled in disbelief, "it's wonderful, it matches your attitude nicely, It's dark and dank, yet in it's own way it's also a beautiful mystery" He told his sister. "Who in Starclan would have thought, you knew words like that" Ravenpaw smirked, Smallpaw laughed, she chuckled with him the two twins smiling happily at each other. Suddenly an eerie silence fell upon the 2 cats. "something's wrong" Ravenpaw pointed out. Smallpaw nodded, the two black cats looked around, but it was to late, they turned around and this huge badger was behind them. "No" Ravenpaw whispered before leaping into the air, only to get knocked away by it's giant claw. "RAVENPAW" Smallpaw screamed, the warrior turned tail and ran not even bothering to help the small apprentices, Smallpaw turned to the badger and attacked it, biting it's neck. It's cry echoed across the sky, it knocked him away, he landed a few paces away, he got up and ran to Ravenpaw.
"Ravenpaw look at me are you okay" he yelled at her, she had a huge gash on her back, she looked up at him "i'm fine just a scratch" she got up as blood dripped from her wound, "let's get it" she hissed, Smallpaw nodded, they attacked it together. They fought bravely but it wasn't enough the badger overpowered them, it knocked Ravenpaw away, and took it's chance to crush Smallpaw, the badger stepped on his back crushing him. "NO!" Ravenpaw cried she tried to get up and help him, but she couldn't move, the gash was stopping her, she screamed loudly and got up running at it, she bit onto it's paw but it knocked her off easily, bashing her against the ground, with a sickening crack she blacked out. Ravenpaw tossed and turned in her sleep, mumbling things that didn't really make sense. She started to shake violently, clearly frightened, "Smallpaw..." she whimpered.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 19, 2012 20:26:58 GMT -5
"Ravenpaw?"
The two were in the apprentice's den alone. The young tan-furred tom was crouched over Ravenpaw, eyes wide with worry. Once in a while, he would nugde her on the shoulder with his paw or rest his muzzle on her forehead but she did not stir. He had managed to carry her back to camp and called the medicine cat to examine her. Ravenpaw was unhurt but might be unconscious for a while, or so Shadowsong said when he examined the young apprentice.
It's been sunhigh then and now the sun was slowly crawling back towards the horizon and Ravenpaw still hasn't awoken. Canyonpaw had been sitting next to her the whole time, worried she wouldn't be ok.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 5, 2012 17:44:10 GMT -5
Ravenpaw gasped painfully, she opened her eyes and looked at Canyonpaw, "Canyonpaw?" She asked him quietly. She groaned, "Smallpaw...." She whimpered, her icy blue eyes looking aorund she was no longer where she used to be, she looked at Canyonpaw onces more, "Did... did you bring me here.... how long have I been here?" She asked, she was confused, she tried to remember her dream, but it was faint, in the distance, what had happened? She couldn't remember. No... she remembered.. she just didn't want to, the Badger... her shoulder, she looked at her shoulder with a quiet gaze, her eyes filled with sorrows as she did, she didn't know how to react. "Why... Why can't I forget?" She groaned painfully.
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