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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 12, 2011 8:48:33 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled softly and nodded, she dodged swiftly, moving away from paw swipes that isn't there, well it's there, it just wouldn't hurt if it hit you. She snarled at cats, shadows that didn't exist, they were invisible. She looked at Cayonpaw as he cried to watch his new move..err cool move. Her twin pools of ice blue, watching Cayonpaw landing on his side instead of his paws. He let out an ofh! And then rolled over, "of course you did" Ravenpaw murrowed with laughter, she couldn't help but smile.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 15, 2011 1:14:33 GMT -5
"No really, I did!"Canyonpaw stuttered, struggling to get back onto his paws. His fur was unkempt on one flank and pieces of grass littered across his pelt. He gave himself a brisk shake, dislogding all the debris.
"Er, okay. Maybe I kinda...um tripped,"the tan-furred tom mewed, licking down his fur and feeling his ears burn with embarrassment. So much for being the Greatest Moonclan Warrior if he was to trip under his own paw.
"Does my fur still look ruffled?"he asked Ravenpaw, looking over his flank.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 15, 2011 2:11:41 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~Time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled at him, "I am sure you did" She meowed, she got hit by a small piece of grass she shook it off swiftly and glanced at him, when he said he might have tripped she nodded her head, "That sounds more likely" She said. "Yea a little bit" Ravenpaw meowed quietly as she looked at him, "Right here" She added she reach out and licked his fur and smoothed it out for him.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 18, 2011 20:54:41 GMT -5
Canyonpaw felt himself blush slightly as Ravenpaw bent over to lick down his tufty fur. Her tongue smoothly licked his pelt, almost like a fern brushing gently against his skin.
"Uh, thanks,"he stuttered, surprised that Ravenpaw showed such affection towards him. The tan-furred tom knew he had some sort of affection for the black she-cat. He kind of reminded her of his sister Cosmospaw, always reticent. He had an urge to make Ravenpaw always happy, just like he does for his own little sister.
And it warmed his heart to see her out of her comfort zone.
Realizing he had been staring at Ravenpaw like a moony rabbit, he quickly pretended to look away towards the large meadow.
"You know, we should name this place,"the tom suggested.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 18, 2011 22:15:56 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~Time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw didn't know why, but she had licked him, she had licked him, she who shied away from any and all cats was caught licking Cayonpaw. Was she sick? No perhaps INSANE?! She couldn't love, yet she found herself blushing. She looked down quietly and then back at him, "Your welcome' She meowed quietly. She looked at him, he reminded her of Smallpaw, she felt.. happy.. she hadn't felt happy in the longest of times. She felt peaceful in this field of beautiful flowers, her rage disappeared, her hatred push aside, her sorrow, hidden in her mask. Yet, she could feel in underneath, deep within, there was something there, something, the source of her anger? A monster? Hidden in the shadows of her once dead heart. Could this tom tame her? Make her feel better? Make the rage disappear? Ravenpaw blinked, "Name it?" She asked forgetting her train of thoughts which seemed to have derailed and exploded off track, now curious as to what they should name it.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 18, 2011 23:20:26 GMT -5
Canyonpaw tilted his head, pondering a name. Possibilities reeled through his mind, each one begging to be picked, all of them hoping to represent this special place he and Ravenpaw shared together.
"How about Moonclan camp numero dos!"the tan-furred tom suggested, feeling proud of the name, not knowing it was kind of lame.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 19, 2011 21:59:42 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw almost burst out laughing, "You are joking right?" She asked curiously hoping he wasn't serious. It wasn't a very creative name, no it wasn't at all, it was rather lame in truth. She looked down quietly, it wasn't like a camp at all it was more of a field of flowers, it wasn't like a camp at all, nope nope. She sighed thinking of names, like Moonlit Field, Flower Grove? Something along the lines of that but she didn't know what to say.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 21, 2011 23:54:35 GMT -5
"Er, right of course I was joking. Psh, any cat can tell I was joking,"Canyonpaw hastily meowed, letting out scoffing noises. He managed to save himself from looking stupid.
His yellow eyes quickly gazed over, more possibility endlessly flipping through his mind.
"We can name it after ourselves,"the tan-furred tom suggested, flicking his tail thoughtfully.
"Or do you have something else in mind?"
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 25, 2011 23:00:37 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw blinked, "Name it after ourselves?" she asked, her icy blue eyes looked deep in thought as she pondered about that question. "You mean like Raven Cayon field?" She asked, frowning a bit, "Or the Cayon of flying Raven's?" She asked, "Gosh that'd be a fail, I can barely run flying would just be crazy" She shuddered at the thought of jumping again. She sighed, "What do you think?" She asked him curiously.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Jan 25, 2011 23:28:06 GMT -5
Canyonpaw chuckled, eyes twinkling with amusement.
"Well I think it's an awsome name. "Canyon of flying Raven's","he quoted, letting the name roll nicely in his tongue.
"Well I think your spirit can fly if you try. No wound or sad emotions can hold you back from taking flight."the good-natured tom mewed, giving Ravenpaw an encouraging grin.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Jan 30, 2011 23:58:21 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw blinked and smiled, "You do?" She asked. She looked at him, perhaps it was the way she said it, because Cayonpaw made it sound so..right. Ravenpaw smiled, "When you put it that way, it does sound nice" She said, "So Canyon of flying Raven's it is!" Ravenpaw said to him. She looked at his eyes with her own Icy blue watching him curiously, how did he do it? How did he make her smile, make her feel happy, make her... not who she was. She hated who she once was, but she felt like that she-cat was still apart of her, it always would be.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Feb 1, 2011 19:57:49 GMT -5
"So it's decided,"Canyonpaw meowed, standing up with his chest puffed out and head tilted up proudly. Tail up and waving, the tan-furred tom declared, "This place shall now be known as Canyon of flying Raven's. And we, Canyonstar and Ravenmoon, shall be the rulers and secret-keepers of this place."
His yellow eyes sparkled with glee, feeling happier than he ever had before. He was able to share his smile to Ravenpaw, who had, until now, been quite reticent and unwilling to smile.
Mission complete.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 2, 2011 21:09:48 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled a bit and nodded her head quietly. "We shall protect this place like it was out own home" She smiled at him, she hadn't felt so happy since... well since Smallpaw died, she didn't think she could be happy, but here she was smiling and having a good time. She wondered if it was fate that she should be with Cayonpaw. He made her happy, he made her smile, he made her... her. But that was impossible, Only Smallpaw could do that. But Cayonpaw... no she couldn't like him. She was a medicine cat, she couldn't love anymore, yet she did, she was breaking the rules, but what if Cayonpaw only wanted to be friends, she could live with that, but.. what was it about him?
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Feb 5, 2011 22:43:46 GMT -5
"Right! No one would dare take over this place since we are two fearsome cats!"Canyonpaw boasted. Laughing jubilantly, the tom flipped onto the grass with his paws and belly up, gazing at the sky with warm eyes twinkling with happiness. He loved the fact that he was in company with Ravenpaw. He allowed himself to glance at the medicine apprentice, gazing into her warm blue eyes that had once held an icy chill.
"Do you like me?"the tan-furred tom suddenly blurted out impulsively. He felt his ears go red and quickly looked away, but he decided to wait for her response. What if she said no?
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 8, 2011 21:08:50 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~Time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled at him, how could it be that only a little while ago she was so cold. How could she stand here and feel so alive? She hadn't felt so... happy since Smallpaw was around. She was so empty and cold, now she felt alive again. She didn't know what to think. What should she feel? Should she be the monster she was before, no she hated that side of her now. It was so different. Different then what she used to be so kind and carefree. Was she truly changing her cold heart, she could feel it beat, it wasn't empty there was something there. It wasn't warm, no she still felt cold, but she was lighter... warmer somehow. She felt light pawsteps beside her, walking with her, in her... was that even possible? Ravenpaw blinked torn from her thoughts by Cayonpaw asking her a very serious question. "Do you like me?" He meowed almost blurting it out. Ravenpaw blinked a bit, did she? He looked away from her, almost fearing rejection. She was shocked he had asked, after all she was a medicine cat apprentice, which was against the code. Yet she was never one to follow orders or rules, she kinda made her own. It wasn't fair she had to be medicine cat apprentice, so she was going to disobey and follow her heart no matter what, she could feel it again, she wasn't about to lose it again. "Yes" She meowed softly.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Feb 21, 2011 22:18:33 GMT -5
Canyonpaw was about to open his mouth and make up an excuse for his sudden words, but stopped short when Ravenpaw actually answered yes. His mouth hanged open halfway as he froze in shock. Then a grin spread across his face and his eyes were flaming with joy.
"You're not just saying that to get my hopes up are you?"the tan-furred tom asked jokingly, nugdging Ravenpaw playfully on the shoulder before realizing it was her injured one.
"Sorry,"he muttered, quickly whisking back his tail in case he hurt her.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 21, 2011 22:38:41 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~Time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw lowered her eyes seeing his shock, was he really that surprised that she liked him? She most certainly wasn't faking she loved him she really did. He was the only cat that had gotten through to her, her and her horrid ways. Her horrible ways that she wanted to change as fast as she could if possible. It going to take some time because she's always acted a certain way, but she would melt the ice and never would she be so cold to Cayonpaw ever, but others would have to work for her kindness. Ravenpaw winced slightly, "It's okay" She said, "And no I'm not just saying that you furball" She meowed nudging him back with her good shoulder, "I really do like you" She said.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Feb 22, 2011 23:41:50 GMT -5
Canyonpaw's face broke into a hearty grin and his eyes were inflamed with happiness. He even did a little jump for joy, yowling out his heart's glee into the air.
"I hope you can tell I like you too,"the tan-furred tom purred, grinning widely. However, a sad thought entered his mind, causing his moment of happiness to disappear and be replaced by hopelessness. His ears drooped slightly as he looked at Ravenpaw somewhat solemnly.
"Um...we can only be friends though huh. I mean, you being a medicine cat and all,"the tom meowed sadly, tail low.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Feb 26, 2011 1:51:25 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw frowned her least favourite words all strung together in a neat little knot. 'We can just be friends' how lovely does that sound? Not very. She sighed, what more could she do, but run off a cliff and say see ya later! But of course she knew somehow she would survive to suffer another day alone, without love and in pain. What more could she be but devoted to her job which she hate every so much. Her mentor was never where she needed her, she didn't teach Ravenpaw anything! She was just a medicine cat relaying on the stars to guide her naturally. But it was more then that she was relaying on her heart as well, but her heart was still cold and she didn't know what to think anymore. "Yea.." She meowed quietly, her eyes filled with such sweet sorrow, her eyes transforming from the cold hearted she-cat to a heart broken one, she knew her life would never be easy, she learned that after her father died, but she held onto something then... now she had nothing to hold onto, now she was just falling, with hopes that perhaps one day someone would catch her.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 1, 2011 23:33:51 GMT -5
Canyonpaw's ear twitched sadly. He was even more disappointed to see that Ravenpaw had no solution to their problem and was quite disconcerted to see her face suddenly fall to a sad frown.
Without thinking yet wanting to comfort her, Canyonpaw inched forward and gave the she-cat an affectionate lick on the cheek.
"Don't be sad. In our little flower field, we'll be together, always,"the tan-furred tom purred. His soft amber gaze travelled to Ravenpaw's blue ones, hoping that they'll return to the happy glow he loved to see.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 7, 2011 20:48:18 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw glanced up at him with her icy blue eyes, "Can you promise that?" She asked him, looking into his eyes, so warm and inviting, but yet her eyes still full of sorrow, she didn't want to lose him ever, she was still sad they could only be friends. When she was little all she ever dreamed about was having a family, a real one.. she would be the mom, there would be a dad and little kits everywhere. They would be together, and never apart, no one would die and they'd stay and just be. No sorrow, only happiness, but now... now she could never have that even if she tried to dream of it. Ravenpaw looked back at him waiting for his answer.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 8, 2011 21:34:06 GMT -5
Canyonpaw grinned and touched his muzzle to the black she-cat's eartip in a reassuring gesture.
"Of course, no one cat stop us! Not even death itself!"the tan-furred tom bragged. He puffed out his chest to emphasize his point.
"Even if one of us goes to Starclan, I'll still come a visit you in this flower field as a ghost. Those Starclan cats can yell at me all they want, but I won't listen to them!"Canyonpaw declared, his amber eyes glittering with determination.
"I promise,"he meowed solemnly, whisking out his tail in front of Ravenpaw.
"Let's cross tails and swear on that we'll always be together,"he prompted, twitching the tip of his tail.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 11, 2011 22:50:45 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw watched him, her icy blue gaze followed his every movement. Her gaze appeared to be watching his eyes for a sense of unfaithfulness. But she found none, he was being truthful completely. She nodded her head, "Thank you" She meowed quietly, she looked down and then up at him, she didn't want to lose Cayonpaw, he was currently the only cat alive she trusted enough to tell her secrets to. "Let's" She meowed her voice still quiet but her smile returned ever so slightly as she lifted her tail gently.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 11, 2011 23:03:07 GMT -5
Canyonpaw's grin stayed and his amber eyes shined with such confidence. His tail twined with Ravenpaw's. Brown fur and black fur mixed together as their tail tips crossed together.
"Swear by Starclan that we'll always be together, no matter what,"the tan-furred tom meowed, holding his high and letting his gaze travel to the sky, letting his words ring out. It was enough for the cats of Starclan themselves to hear his words.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 13, 2011 22:06:23 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled, a distant look in her eyes told him she was thinking about something. 'Starclan' She thought to herself, not out loud. 'please, I beg of you, don't take him like you took everyone else' She spoke gently in her head, she couldn't lose him, even if he was just her friend she needed someone to be with, someone she could trust. "By Starclan we promise" Ravenpaw spoke to him, her eyes looking at him with her icy blue gaze. She smiled a bit their tails still together.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 13, 2011 22:25:56 GMT -5
"And if one of us breaks our promise, then he or she will have to hunt prey for the other for the rest of his or her life,"he concluded on a more lighthearted note. The tan-furred tom purred happily, glad that he was able to express his feelings for her. Maybe they weren't allowed to be together, but in here, they would.
"Hehe, we have our little secret,"Canyonpaw chuckled, smiling mischeviously. Out of impulse, the tom shuffled closer to the black she-cat, his amber eyes gazing affectionately into her blue ones. His muzzle reached forward and his nose touched hers delicately.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 13, 2011 23:41:52 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw nodded her head and smiled, "Deal" She said, "So just for the record, I like to eat voles mostly" She chuckled a bit, she was joking of course but it was still amusing to start with. "Our secret, forever and always" She said gently her eyes looking into his as he leaned closer his nose placed itself on her own and she became lost in his eyes. How she wished she could be with him forever but she was lost. But she would always be his friend in the end, how she wished to be more though. She smiled and licked him softly.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 15, 2011 21:41:33 GMT -5
Canyonpaw chuckled at Ravenpaw's teasing comment.
"Good thing you told me, or I would've gotten fish for you,"he teased back lightly, grinning. His ears flicked in surprised to feel the gentle stroke of Ravenpaw's tongue whisk his nose, almost like a caress.
Purring, he returned his affection with a lick on her muzzle.
The tan-furred tom realized just how happy he was with Ravenpaw. Here they were, alone in their flower field, with no limits holding their love for each other back. If only this was how it would be at the Clan.
Speaking of which, Canyonpaw realized it was getting dark out.
"I guess we should go back. They'll start to worry about us,"Canyonpaw suggested, ears drooped down a bit in disappointment.
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Post by ~Ravenpaw~ on Mar 15, 2011 22:05:02 GMT -5
Ravenpaw~My time of Dying~//Smallpaw I need you// Ravenpaw smiled at Canyonpaw, "We wouldn't want that" She meowed softly, flicking her ears, she didn't mind fish to much now, but still.. the thoughts of the river lingered in her mind, a fear she would never get over, no matter how hard she tried. She looked at Canyonpaw, he was just so amazing, he was more then anything she could ever ask for, a life with him was all she wanted now. But in camp they would have to pretend not to like each other. That would be easy for her, it would be the not getting to be with him part that would kill her. He would probably grow up and find a she-cat he can love and be with her forever, they would have kits and she... she would still be all alone. She would always be alone. This was not a life chosen for her, she was forced into it. But as she looked into his eyes all of her fears melted away. "Alright let's go back" She sighed softly.
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Post by *~Blazeheart~* on Mar 16, 2011 19:44:18 GMT -5
"Bet I can race you there,"Canyonpaw challenged, hoping to lighten the saddening situation the two of them would have to face once they're back at camp. He could only establish a friendly relationship with her in the borders of the their territory, treat her like a fellow apprentice and medicine cat apprentice. Canyonpaw probably wouldn't be able to speak with her much, as they have different duties. But once they are beyond the suffocating rules of the warrior code, here in their garden, they'd be together.
"We can schedule another time to come back here,"the tom promised her, giving her a quick, comforting touch around her ear.
((Do you think we should add some complication in their relationship?))
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